And there are many instances where I feel overwhelmed and buried underneath all the mess of this life. I gleen for simple tasks, simple virtues, and simple adventures that require little effort yet yield a magnitude of joy and gratitude for life and living. My anxiety sometimes likes to blow things up, way up ! It blows up into a big production with everything and everyone needing a certain place and a certain way to act, myself included. I search for the best costume, think of the best lines and go out in search for the best props that will win the award for Best Motion Picture. And a script for each scene and how it will play out and what it will get me. Before you know it, I have a set that is filled with odds and ends, clothes that don't fit quite right, a chest full of written lines that I keep going back to and reading for some sort of sign. A way out perhaps is what I am looking for but instead through all this anxious planning I create a deeper hole in the messiness of it all. What I'd prefer, or at least desperately need while sifting through embittered ends is space and minimal distraction. A place to create freely, a place to love willingly and openly. A place where my interests are minute and tactful where the container is open and you can see light shining in, through and out of it. I don't want to examine the container any longer, nor do I want to change it's color or placement. Perhaps it will move on it's own in some time and change in it's own way without my meddling. I no longer want to tip it upside down and see what comes out, nor do I want to throw it against a wall and obliterate it completely. No, I want to cherish it with all of my heart, soul and mind. I want to take great care of it and treat it with integrity, sincerity and tenderness. For the container is what gives me life and I must not take it for granted or think that I could create anymore of it then I've already been given. 

Symphony of Simplicity 

Cooking

Reading

Hiking

Running

Swimming in the Ocean

Singing

Dancing

Creating and Playing Music

Boyfriend(friend)

Friends

Mothers

Fathers

Sisters

Brothers

Daughters

Teachers

Driving

Shopping

Cleaning

Writing

Kissing

Hugging

Petting

Cuddling

Holding

Typing

Listening

Talking

Nothing

Everything

Everyone

Night

Day 

Morning

Evening

Afternoon

Breakfast

Lunch

Dinner

Snack(s)

Art

God 

Hallelujah ! 

Amen ! 

Our God is Mighty, He is Great

For His Creation is One and One is All