And I want all the flavors.
How is something so bad for you, so damn good ?
And I am mostly dairy-free, gluten-free, caffeine-free
Except for some times
which is most of the times, it seems
I will spend all my money on Starbuck's and fast food drive-thrus this week- what a shame, smh
I wish that there were only choices available that were healthy for us
This free will ordeal is too complicated
I am often weak in spirit and need something, anything to spike my state of being up and up.
Through greasy fries, tangy ranch and the unique taste of coffee that sends me to a time where I felt most alive
But this time around, I will make sure it's decaf- I don't want to stress my adrenals
With oatmilk please, dairy produces mucus
but just a little ranch with my curly fries and cheese in my taco will be O.K.
I can't believe I used to eat $.99 Breakfast Jack's with my boyfriend at 19, consistently
And all those times, I meandered through the drive thru at 2 in the morning after being out and about, never finding what I wanted
but those curly fries with the ranch and those tacos with the sauce and questionable meat filling
they gave me what I wanted, for only the duration of time that I spent with them
Will they haunt me in the coming hours with a bad mood and an overburdened liver ?
Perhaps, but at least I'm not binge drinking, eating mass amounts of taco bell and staying up til 5 AM anymore
So, I suppose I am doing alright and maybe when I am 40. I'll have this free will thing down and will only make choices that are good for me.
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